It's Sunday morning and 9am. So far so good.
I might just take this oppurtunity to jump in the shower. Ahhhhhh, the shower. I would love a bath to soothe my aching body but there's no time for that.
I can't remember the last time I had 10 minutes to myself to decompress and do what millions of people do in privacy. Shower.
To be honest I even can't believe my tot is still asleep. 8:30am every morning he is up.
But it's Sunday and he's still asleep.
Why am I taking up my minutes here to tell you all of this? Do you care? Probably not but what I am getting to is....privacy.
Even when Papa Ash is home I have to leave the bathroom door open so Master Charles has access to me; at the snap of his finger tips he must have access to his mama.
Can I close the shower curtain?
Hell, no and piss off Master Charles? He wants to see me and feel the water splash on him. He wants to come to the bathroom and start throwing all his toys in and make a game out of it.
Mom cannot have 10 minutes to herself. Is Papa Ash useful in all of this? No.
I can't even take a tinkle in privacy. Once I leave the room, I'll poke my head from the bathroom door and he'll whip around and come find me.
My little boy, you are so sweet and I love that you love need me all the time. Before you know it, he won't need me and I'll be the one following him around!
It's 9:20am....I better go!
Do you miss going to the loo in privacy?